Hey my first TMI (yeah I know it's Saturday)

Would you rather.....

1. A relaxing vacation or an adventurous trip?
Adventurous trip - I love to explore, go hiking and such.

2. Get a perfect nights sleep or have amazing sex?
Have amazing sex - afterward I would be so worn out, I'd get a good nights sleep.

3. Be intimate with the lights on or off?
I'm 50/50 on this one - I love to make love in the dark, but being a visual person, I love seeing my wife as I'm doing her.

4. Your S/O be a terrible kisser who could always make you orgasm or an amazing kisser who could never make you orgasm?
Oh, orgasm every time - got to get off. We can always work on being a better kisser, practice makes perfect.

5. Date someone much younger or much older than you?
Younger - Although I'd enjoy making love to Susan Sarandon, Carrie Underwood would just blow my mind.

Bonus: Which reality show would you be good at? Why?
Pimp My Ride - I have an old classic car that needs to be restored badly. Friends of mine have said, "One day you are going to come outside and find just a pool of rust after a rain storm."

Happy New Year!

A new year to experience. All the fun and enjoyment awaits. So looking forward to new and exciting adventures. Let's make 2010 a year to remember.

Ok then, it has been awhile...

Just thought I would log in and let you know what is new - nothing - still unemployed. Well that is it. Thanks

Yep, Just another day...

Thanks Kurt for not passing the ball enough yesterday. Fitzgerald was awesome when you threw it to him. You just should have threw it more.

But...you should have thanked God in your post game interview - you would have if you won, you should still have when you lost. God is with us regardless if we win or lose. Tom (Leykis) was all over you because you did not give it up, win or lose. He was spouting all sorts of anti-Christian rhetoric on his radio show. True, it is not your fault what Tom's subject of the day is, but it would have been great for him to have said that you gave it up to God even though your team lost.

No, I do not think you should retire, but in the off season you need to work on getting your passing confidence back. Work with your receivers, they can get the job done after you throw it to them.

Rain Cloud Hovers Over Me

The depression has hit me hard today. It wasn't that is was a bad day, I just feel like crap. I don't want to be here any more. I don't like where my life has come to. And no, I will not "just suck it up," anymore. I'm tired of sucking it up. I don't want to be around anyone. I am so tired of being there for everyone else in my life, and when I am falling apart no one is around to lean on. They are too busy to talk to me. Yeah, "call me later, I'm busy now" or I am sent to their voicemail when I call.

It is so hard being the cornerstone. Everyone comes to me and expects me to fix their problems or support them. Who do I have to lean on? Who is my cornerstone when life gets hard? Who can I trust to talk to, to confide in, to keep my secrets? No one in my life has ever kept anything about me to themselves. Somewhere, sometime it comes out. "Oh, sorry - that was a secret wasn't it?" Yeah, sure, I would say to this "get a new set of friends." But getting to an intimate place with a person takes time. Time I do not have as I need help now - or at least soon.

Arrgh! Crap! Son of a Bitch! Damn! Yeah - ooooo - I cussed - who knew I could be capable of that? Those who really know me would - in my weak moments - but who is that, as they do not take the time to get to know me.

How is it that people can just sit and chat - for hours? It is true that I am socially challenged. But talk about a subject I am passionate about and I could talk about it for quite a while. Too bad this entry (or blog at this point) couldn't be more passionate - it would a lot more interesting to read.

Merry Christmas 2008 - 2nd Anniversary of this blog

I hope you had a very merry Christmas this year. As for me , I have been very blessed by God and others to make it through this trying time. Although I am still unemployed (still over-qualified for all jobs that I have applied for), family, friends and acquaintances generously came through with gifts so bills are being paid and gifts were under the tree.

Thank you to all who have supported me.

Day 560

Still unemployed - go figure - over qualified or need a BS Degree. Umm, if I'm over qualified, why would I need a BS Degree just to get an interview? The days just fly past. It doesn't seem it has been that long since I officially worked. But doggone it - hire me already.

Ok Obama - now that you have been voted in, how are you going to help all of the "Joe the Plumbers?" The middle class is slowly going down the drain. Are you going to put a stopper in the drain and throw us a lifeline?